skycamefallingx

coming soon. watch out.

there are more suicides on and around valentine's day than any other day/week of the year. and now i know why. actually, i've known why since about valentine's day 2005. the only thing worse than being alone and severely depressed on valentine's day is knowing that the person you love is spending it with someone else. just once i want to have a valentine's day where this is not the case. just once i want to have a valentine's day where i would rather be alive than dead.  just once.

I can hear her footsteps beating closer. This may be my only chance. In a shadow of doubt I doubt our shadows kissed in dance. Without lips or eyes to open or close my hand felt your heart along the cracked pavement. Ghosts go unnoticed I suppose. And I've unstitched the seams it seems this is the final farewell. I've locked myself up. Up in a room. Where willows weep. And you know every time you leave it chokes to breathe. Into a chest the blackest of blue. Where the ravens rest. Waiting to pick. Pick my heart apart. They diagnosed schizophrenia. But I know it's hypothermia. Cause this coffin's too cold without you nea